"El Espíritu" in me

"Cristo" - by Angelo de Mattia

"I'm aware that what ever happens to me now is that life no longer is something to be affraid of, but instead something we should really consider that is a beautiful thing to live for.
I'm only amazed to what is really happening to me now I'm looking for something I don't know how to describe. But sometimes in life we don't really say what is really on our minds because we think that people will say that you are crazy. The most important thing in life is to have FUN, FUN, FUN!!!"

How do I do it?
"Try to let go of your stupid but 'meaningful' thoughts"